Goodbye!!

After those times of yearning, of hoping, of caring and of longing…
All those things I cared for; all the love I gave for;
All those times I thought he cared…
Yet, the day comes for me to know
That I was so blind to see...

Didn't know I was so worthless in your eyes,
was just another wound formed with lies,
Whenever I learn this I get mad it hurts me so bad,
And you don't even care,
I don't know why, I just want to cry...

You set the hopes high,
And all of a sudden you try not to see the hopes,
You think I can dance according to your tunes every time,
If so you are wrong my dear....

When I am hurt I feel like dirt,
And my spirit's bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so,
I really wish it did not,
But the way this has been going,
it is basically shot...

Well may be now I should just say goodbye,
As I will not allow the hollow feeling in my chest,
"Why am I being rejected again?" overboard or hurt me,
I know I can make my own space,
and will try to make a brand new amazing magic me...

These are the final words I have to say-
I love you, but goodbye.

4 comments:

Jingle said...

heartfelt words.
well done.

fiveloaf said...

love can leave lots of doubts too and bruises ego.. great write! here’s mine for this new year potluck.. http://fiveloaf.wordpress.com/2010/03/15/life/

lynnaima said...

I feel this!

Been there, pain, pain, pain
http://lynnaima.wordpress.com/2011/01/10/vanished-antidote/

saya said...

@jingle Thanks once again :)

@Fiveloaf You are true..Thanks for visiting my blog :)

@Lynnaima Well It hurts... As you say its just pain pain and pain.