Bleeding Wings

There you are surronding me as my wings
And making me an angel by providing wings.
But I was haunted and obsessed by the dreams,
Oh Lord, Dont make me bleed by tearing apart my wings,
And landing my future in ultimate pain,
By taking away my soul's light,
And I knew this day was not merely a chance.

But, Here I stand praying on my knees,
Desiring not to loose the heart beneath my wings.
But Is he still there, listening to my prayers,
And to show me some mercy atleast this time?
Suddenly everything has turned me upside down,
By making me fall into deep pit of darkness,
Which would never allow me to see the light of day again.